I found out today that one of the supervisors at my school who is smart and nice and awesome is hiring at the clinic he owns. He gave me some really positive feedback when I was in his outreach clinic, I’ve known him since my freshman semester and it’s in the village - close enough to walk if I’m living in Wolseley. My first reaction was like, not even considering applying. I thought about a few people in my class who would probably be smart enough/good enough to work there. Then I thought, why not me? My grades are high, he’s seen me work, etc. I’m so goddamn down on myself all the time, sometimes without evening realizing it. A tiny piece of me is thinking about maybe applying - but mostly I’m not thinking about it at all. But seriously.
Why not me?